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Thursday, November 8, 2018

I learned

This is what I did yesterday afternoon, after Pre-ACT testing and before rehearsal.....

I learned how to pack a gunshot or stab wound with clotting gauze. Did you know they make a special gauze that has a clotting agent in it to help stop bleeding? I didn't, until yesterday.

I learned how to apply two different types of tourniquet to stop bleeding. The blue one is easier, it has velcro and something to actually twist.

I learned that blood bubbling from a chest wound probably means a lung puncture and to use the sticky pad to cover and seal it. Oh, don't forget to check the back, in case the bullet went all the way through -- and if there's too much blood for the pad to stick use your shirt to wipe the blood off - if you have nothing else.

I learned that 20 year veterans of the WJ FD/EMT can look and sound kind of callous when they're teaching this stuff.

I learned that wrapping an arm wound and not checking the rest of the body for other wounds doesn't do the patient a lot of good - I mean, if they're bleeding from the bullet hole in their groin wrapping the bullet hole on their arm isn't really going to save them.

I learned how concerned 20 year veterans of the WJ FD/EMT can look and sound when a call comes in and they have to go.

I learned that I won't have time to save everyone. If there is no pulse and they're not breathing they're dead, move on; even if it is one of your favorite students.

And then I got up this morning......and learned (again) why I learned what I did yesterday.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Eyes


Who is walking out today?
I want to.....
Eyes plead with me. Live eyes. Living eyes, eyes with expression and liquid that when it catches the light just right makes them shimmer. 

I won't mark you truant.

Eyes shine! Living, alive eyes.
Serious???
      Serious.

Eyes in color travel to the shirt sitting next to shining eyes...it reads,
"you want it, come get it"

The AR-15 in white screen print.
Eyes, intent, look panicked. Have you been stopped by security?

No.....

Eyes open, ripple, shocked!
They haven't made you change??
     I won't either.

Eyes flick to and fro and watch the clock.
tick...tick...tick....

10 am. 
     Eyes look around and walk.
10:17 am
     Eyes return....thinking.

Eyes...doubting.
What do you REALLY think, Ms. B? 
Eyes can't lie, not to them.

Eyes know honesty, fairness, truth. They gleam and shine and trust!

Eyes, in the quiet of my office, cry.